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Majoritatea nu v\u0103d nimic \u00een de\u0219ert. Doar ariditate, absurd, non-sens. Pentru mine, de\u0219ertul \u00eenseamn\u0103 mult. Locul reg\u0103sirii mele. Acolo m-am reg\u0103sit, supravie\u021buind pustiului din ad\u00e2nc. Ani la r\u00e2nd nu am \u00eentrez\u0103rit nimic, dec\u00e2t ceea ce \u00eentrez\u0103reau cei din jur. Ariditate, absurd, non-sens. M\u0103 zb\u0103team \u00een matca propriilor g\u00e2nduri, printre furtuni dezl\u0103n\u021buite, ce-mi orbeau privirea, \u00eempiedic\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 s\u0103 v\u0103d. Arz\u00e2nd \u00een dogoarea patimilor nesf\u00e2r\u0219ite. Ajunsesem s\u0103-i invidiez pe cei care aveau un loc cald, unde s\u0103-\u0219i odihneasc\u0103 pa\u0219ii. Un loc \u00een care se \u00eentorceau ori de c\u00e2te ori sim\u021beau nevoia. Eu aveam doar de\u0219ertul. Locul acela aparent ostil, \u00een care nu cre\u0219te nimic. \u00cen care totul e supus dezintegr\u0103rii. \u00cen care decorul se schimb\u0103 \u00een fiecare clip\u0103 \u0219i nu ai de ce s\u0103 te aga\u021bi. Pretutindeni nisipuri palide. \u00cen\u0219el\u0103toare. Cu timpul am realizat c\u0103 de\u0219ertul a fost salvarea mea. Marele avantaj \u00een de\u0219ert e c\u0103 nu po\u021bi s\u0103 stai pe loc. Nu te po\u021bi a\u0219eza \u00eentr-un loc confortabil, s\u0103 te odihne\u0219ti. Doar c\u00e2t s\u0103-\u021bi aduni puterile, pentru a merge mai departe. Ca s\u0103 te salvezi, trebuie s\u0103 mergi f\u0103r\u0103 oprire, s\u0103-\u021bi la\u0219i g\u00e2ndurile \u00een urm\u0103, angoasele, durerea, tot ce te apas\u0103. S\u0103 te concentrezi doar asupra ta, asupra corpului t\u0103u, pentru a-i asigura supravie\u021buirea. Trebuie s\u0103 fii atent la pa\u0219ii pe care \u00eei faci, nu la pa\u0219ii celorlal\u021bi. Pa\u0219ii celorlal\u021bi nu au cum s\u0103 te ajute prea mult \u00een c\u0103l\u0103torie. Pe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce-\u021bi continui drumul prin acel decor schimb\u0103tor, \u00een care nimic nu r\u0103m\u00e2ne la fel, devii tot mai u\u0219or. Realizezi c\u0103 e\u0219ti tot acolo, c\u0103 schimbarea din jur nu te afecteaz\u0103 prea mult, c\u0103 reu\u0219e\u0219ti s\u0103-i supravie\u021buie\u0219ti de fiecare dat\u0103. C\u0103, \u00een toat\u0103 aceast\u0103 schimbare, r\u0103m\u00e2i neclintit. C\u0103 ai tot mai pu\u021bine g\u00e2nduri \u0219i temeri, \u0219i angoase, pentru c\u0103, drumul \u00een sine te-a f\u0103cut puternic. \u021ai-a dat puterea s\u0103 continui, iar\u0103\u0219i \u0219i iar\u0103\u0219i. Abia dup\u0103 ce ai str\u0103b\u0103tut de\u0219ertul, te po\u021bi opri cu adev\u0103rat s\u0103 savurezi via\u021ba, pentru c\u0103 g\u00e2ndurile \u0219i temerile, \u0219i angoasele au r\u0103mas \u00eengropate \u00een imensitatea nisipului. Abia atunci te sim\u021bi cu adev\u0103rat acas\u0103. Sim\u021bi pace \u0219i lini\u0219te. Niciodat\u0103 \u00eenainte, oric\u00e2t de confortabil ar fi locul \u00een care te-ai afla.<\/p>\n

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