{"id":2391,"date":"2022-12-26T19:24:16","date_gmt":"2022-12-26T19:24:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/?p=2391"},"modified":"2022-12-26T19:25:52","modified_gmt":"2022-12-26T19:25:52","slug":"nu-ne-mai-incape-jocul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/nu-ne-mai-incape-jocul\/","title":{"rendered":"Nu ne mai \u00eencape jocul"},"content":{"rendered":"
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C\u00e2nd am crescut at\u00e2t de mult de nu ne mai \u00eencape jocul? Jocul acela ce ne \u021binea de foame \u0219i de nesomn. Jocul pe care-l jucam de la primele ore ale dimine\u021bii, p\u00e2n\u0103 seara t\u00e2rziu, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tim c\u0103 a trecut timpul? Ne bucuram toat\u0103 ziua, f\u0103c\u00e2nd din bucurie un fel de a fi.<\/div>\n
C\u00e2nd am crescut at\u00e2t de mult, de nu ne mai \u00eencap hainele lui vaporoase, \u00een care pluteam deasupra lucrurilor, noi \u0219i jocul nostru desc\u0103tu\u0219at? F\u0103c\u00e2nd imposibilul posibil. De\u0219ir\u00e2nd la nesf\u00e2r\u0219it pove\u0219ti nemuritoare.<\/div>\n
C\u00e2nd am crescut at\u00e2t de mult, \u00eenc\u00e2t ceea ce ne \u00eenconjoar\u0103 a devenit plictisitor, nedemn de luat \u00een seam\u0103? Noi, care \u00een urm\u0103 cu mul\u021bi ani ne jucam cu soarele \u0219i cu ploaia deopotriv\u0103. Cu o bucat\u0103 de h\u00e2rtie sau cu un g\u00e2ndac, f\u0103r\u0103 nicio diferen\u021b\u0103. Eram to\u021bi un joc, reluat la nesf\u00e2r\u0219it printre siluetele celor mari, angrena\u021bi \u00een fuga lor dup\u0103 un rost. Spre deosebire de ei, aveam propriul rost, d\u0103ruit de jocul din care eram croi\u021bi.<\/div>\n
C\u00e2nd am crescut at\u00e2t de mult, de nu mai auzim chemarea lung\u0103 a jocului, ca de fanfar\u0103 preg\u0103tit\u0103 pentru un nou spectacol? C\u00e2nd am crescut at\u00e2t de mult, \u00eenc\u00e2t avem nevoie de copii sau de animale, care s\u0103 ne aminteasc\u0103 c\u00e2t de pl\u0103cut e s\u0103 te joci, s\u0103 vezi via\u021ba ca pe un joc dansat f\u0103r\u0103 oprire.<\/div>\n
C\u00e2nd am crescut at\u00e2t de mult, de-am devenit at\u00e2t de sobri \u00een costumele pe care le purt\u0103m cu at\u00e2ta m\u00e2ndrie, uit\u00e2nd c\u0103, \u00een urm\u0103 cu mul\u021bi ani nu conta prea mult ce purtam? C\u0103 aveam puterea s\u0103 transform\u0103m o bucat\u0103 de material \u00een hain\u0103 regal\u0103, pe care o \u00eembr\u0103cam cu at\u00e2ta optimism, convin\u0219i c\u0103 putem cuceri lumea.<\/div>\n
Toate aceste idei mi-au venit dup\u0103 o mas\u0103 servit\u0103 \u00eempreun\u0103 cu o prieten\u0103 la un restaurant select. \u00cen timp ce luam c\u00e2te o gur\u0103 din m\u00e2ncarea aranjat\u0103 estetic pe farfuria din por\u021belan, mi-am \u00eenmuiat din gre\u0219eal\u0103 funda de la c\u0103ma\u0219a impecabil\u0103, \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tiind pete de sos pe albea\u021ba ei imaculat\u0103. Prietena mea a observat \u0219i mi-a atras aten\u021bia. Am r\u00e2s am\u00e2ndou\u0103 de neprev\u0103zutul situa\u021biei, de contrastul dintre elegan\u021ba localului \u0219i gestul meu copil\u0103resc. M-am transpus \u00een urm\u0103 cu mul\u021bi ani c\u00e2nd m\u0103 p\u0103tasem pe rochi\u021ba roz, din dantel\u0103, iar mama m-a certat. De aceast\u0103 dat\u0103, prietena m-a privit \u00eeng\u0103duitor, tandru. Am repetat gre\u0219eala f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 realizez nici de aceast\u0103 dat\u0103 \u0219i ne-am distrat \u0219i mai copios, atr\u0103g\u00e2nd mai multe priviri sobre aflate prin preajm\u0103.<\/div>\n
M-am g\u00e2ndit la toat\u0103 aceast\u0103 conven\u021bie social\u0103 care dicteaz\u0103 modul \u00een care trebuie s\u0103 te prezin\u021bi, s\u0103 te por\u021bi \u00een societate \u0219i m-am \u00eentrebat, a\u0219a cum m-am \u00eentrebat dintotdeauna. “De ce?” De ce e at\u00e2ta nevoie s\u0103 p\u0103rem perfec\u021bi, adapta\u021bi rigorilor sociale, care condamn\u0103 astfel de momente neprev\u0103zute, menite s\u0103 aduc\u0103 un aer aparte, \u00eemprosp\u0103t\u00e2nd atmosfera? De ce blam\u0103m clipele c\u00e2nd nu ne ies lucrurile cum ne-am dori, \u00een loc s\u0103 facem din ele un joc menit s\u0103 ne destind\u0103?<\/div>\n
Restul timpului petrecut la restaurant, m-am imaginat ca \u00een urm\u0103 cu mul\u021bi ani, purt\u00e2nd cele mai scumpe ve\u0219minte, cu care p\u0103\u0219eam falnic prin lume, impulsionat\u0103 de aerul copil\u0103ros ce-mi umple lumea cu surprize.<\/div>\n
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