{"id":2439,"date":"2023-01-24T17:24:05","date_gmt":"2023-01-24T17:24:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/?p=2439"},"modified":"2023-01-25T18:36:23","modified_gmt":"2023-01-25T18:36:23","slug":"drumul-parcurs-spre-mine-insami","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/drumul-parcurs-spre-mine-insami\/","title":{"rendered":"Drumul parcurs spre mine \u00eens\u0103mi"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xdj266r x126k92a\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>M-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit nu demult cu un fost coleg de liceu. Trecuse printr-un divor\u021b dificil. Era obosit de via\u021b\u0103 \u0219i confuz. Credea c\u0103, poate, prezen\u021ba mea avea s\u0103-i fac\u0103 ordine prin g\u00e2nduri. N-a fost a\u0219a. Dimpotriv\u0103. R\u0103m\u0103sese cu imaginea mea din urm\u0103 cu mul\u021bi ani. Cu felul meu de a fi. Avea mai multe amintiri despre mine dec\u00e2t aveam eu. Ar fi vrut s-o re\u00eent\u00e2lneasc\u0103 pe fata aceea cu g\u00e2nduri multe \u0219i inima plin\u0103, dar \u00eent\u00e2lnise o alt\u0103 persoan\u0103, necunoscut\u0103. I-am spus c\u0103 m-am schimbat. Anii care trecur\u0103 mi s-au \u00eencrustat \u00een vene, d\u00e2ndu-le aroma dep\u0103rt\u0103rii, aroma clipelor tr\u0103ite p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t. El r\u0103m\u0103sese cu g\u00e2ndurile lui, cu principiile de care era at\u00e2t de m\u00e2ndru, cu acea lentoare pe care i-o d\u0103dea via\u021ba ce-l cople\u0219ea cu rutina ei zilnic\u0103 \u0219i care-i conferea stabilitatea de care avea nevoie.<br \/>\nPrivindu-l, mi-am dat seama c\u00e2t de lung e drumul pe care l-am parcurs \u00een to\u021bi ace\u0219ti ani, drum pres\u0103rat cu satisfac\u021bii \u0219i decep\u021bii, cu amintiri de neuitat. Eu \u00eens\u0103 nu eram nic\u0103ieri. Era amintirea clipei, gustul ei acru sau dulceag, farmecul ei u\u0219or pr\u0103fuit, dar eu nu. Nu mai eram pentru c\u0103 plecasem cu totul. Foarte mul\u021bi las\u0103 c\u00e2te ceva \u00een drumul lor, r\u0103m\u00e2n ancora\u021bi \u00een c\u00e2te o tr\u0103ire, ceva la care s\u0103 se poat\u0103 \u00eentoarce, ceva pe care s\u0103-l \u0219tie acolo, care \u00eentr-un fel sau altul \u00eei definesc, r\u0103m\u00e2n\u00e2nd la final cu regretul clipei netr\u0103ite p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t, a clipei ne\u00eemplinite, cu regretul tr\u0103irii pe jum\u0103tate. Mie \u00eemi place s\u0103 m\u0103 cufund \u00een ad\u00e2ncul clipei, hr\u0103nindu-m\u0103 cu savoarea ei plin\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t, apoi merg mai departe. \u0218i clipele dispar ca prin farmec. Se fac nev\u0103zute.<br \/>\nMul\u021bi r\u0103m\u00e2n ancora\u021bi \u00een principii \u0219i concep\u021bii de via\u021b\u0103, \u00eenseta\u021bi de lumea material\u0103, purt\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2rc\u0103 amintiri, \u0219i tr\u0103iri, \u0219i regrete. Astfel, via\u021ba trece pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ei pe nesim\u021bite, iar ei r\u0103m\u00e2n \u00een urm\u0103, grei de at\u00e2tea poveri. Cred c\u0103 singurele principii reale sunt cele care decurg din cursul firesc al vie\u021bii, care \u00eentre\u021bin via\u021ba. Restul sunt constructe sociale, menite s\u0103 fr\u00e2neze evolu\u021bia fireasc\u0103 a individului, al c\u0103rei scop e propria des\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219ire, bagaje ce at\u00e2rn\u0103 greu pe drumul vie\u021bii.<br \/>\n&#8220;Ce s\u0103 fac?&#8221; M-a \u00eentrebat perplex fostul meu coleg, c\u0103ut\u00e2nd un punct de sprijin \u00een via\u021b\u0103. A\u0219tept\u00e2nd \u00een zadar s\u0103 \u00eentrevad\u0103 o bucat\u0103 din aceea care fusesem c\u00e2ndva. &#8220;Tr\u0103ie\u0219te!&#8221; I-am spus f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc prea mult, s\u0103get\u00e2ndu-l cu privirea. &#8220;Pip\u0103ie clipa cu sim\u021burile! Bucur\u0103-te de savoarea ei p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t, apoi pleac\u0103 mai departe f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 prive\u0219ti \u00een urm\u0103, fiindc\u0103 te a\u0219teapt\u0103 alte clipe, mai vii \u0219i mai frumoase, ce se cer a fi tr\u0103ite.&#8221;<br \/>\nVia\u021ba \u00ee\u0219i continu\u0103 cursul firesc, pe nesim\u021bite, purt\u00e2nd pe coama ei deas\u0103 sufletele celor care se \u00eencumet\u0103 s\u0103 fie, ale celor ce \u0219i-au tr\u0103it clipa p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2441,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2439","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-jurnal-virtual"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2439","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2439"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2439\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2533,"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2439\/revisions\/2533"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2441"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2439"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2439"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dianalis.ro\/english\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2439"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}